Elijah Nicolle

https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/46091596178048650/ Dealing with toxicity has been already a great challenge for all of us.  As days goes by we experience different levels of toxicity in our lives. Some are being challenged by the people around them. Some are being challenged by their work or their co-workers. Some are being challenged by their family. Some are being challenged even by themselves. Toxicity is inevitable, because we tend to not break the chain. That is why I salute those brave people who have the courage to break such norms,  but remember that no matter how much good you are...  people will tend to always have their guns loaded with bullets,  circling in there and always ready to shoot you.  They will test your patience until they prove everyone that you're the one in the wrong. It always works that way. It all fucking works that way. Nobody will give a damn for you, it's only you yourself  who will. So might as well mind your own business, and ...

Photosource: https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/11751649019693138/ The pages has turned and I am giving myself a fresh start to learn something new, to improve and to leave everything behind that has been already part of the past.  2022 has been one of my best year, I got a lot of achievements, realizations, and lessons. Now I have this urge to do more and be more, but the only problem is I don't where to start, just like writing a story without a proper beginning.  I am lost with my words, and I can't even force myself to move because there is something that hinders me inside.  Am I afraid?  Am I ashamed?  Am I doubting myself?  I don't know maybe some you already felt this kind of feeling.  Maybe I am just being overwhelmed by my thoughts? or maybe I'm just over-reacting . I have so many plans but I can't even pick one to start with because  I want it to be accomplished right away. Then I realized that I should take everything slowly and just patientl...