Elijah Nicolle

Photosource:  https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/517914025909176780/ It's me.   Yup she's that girl. The talented one. The pretty one. The intelligent one. The great one. The brave one. The strong one. The versatile one.  The idea they had of me, who was she? Little did they know the real me.  Yes, being praised by many gives me such a feeling sometimes, but that doesn't mean that everyone is just barely giving me praises.  Behind those praises there hides some envy.  Behind those praises there hides some judgements.  Behind those praises there hides some insecurity.  Behind those envy there hides some curses.  No matter how many friends I have , no matter how many times my family tells me that I am loved, no matter how many people admire me, I still have nothing. I still know nothing. I still don't exist. Nobody's knows that I am drowning, and when I am drowning that's the moment where I could only breathe.  Nobody hear me. They say I'm a gre...

  An open letter to all the "Mommy" "mom" "mame" "inay" "nay" "mama" "mamhshi" "mother earth" "mudrakels" out there and of course to my mother, my grandmas, single mothers and to all kinds of mommas all over the world!  Dear mom, mame, mommy, nay, inay, mama, I know being a mother is more than just bearing a child, it is a 24/7 responsibility  and a promise of a lifetime.   I know sometimes there comes a point that you just want to give up, because you super stressed about too many problems, and you feel that you cannot handle things in control anymore, but you always choose to stand up, and fight for your family.  You've always been a resilient one.  Despite of the times of trials, you always choose to be brave, and handle a fake smile to carry on for your children. We may rarely hear you complain about everything, but I know you were all tired physically, mentally and emotionally...

Photosource:https://pin.it/7oRy0Az In today’s generation, internet has became our “go to” whenever we want to discover “something” from the past. Of course who would not dare to run to different social media platform when everything is just one click away… But did you know, where this information provided by us with the internet came from?  It’s from primary sources, and it has been passed from generations through generations, that is why we still have it today.    Let’s take a look back in the past, for sure “google” has the answer right away, but I know one source that can really feed our thirsty thoughts about the past! Yup, I knew one! and they witnessed, and experienced it first hand.  Do you want to know who?   Look for your grandma, or grandpa and ask them about their past life experiences, you would be amazed as they start talking, and start to reminisce things from their past. You’ll be flabbergasted  by their endless stories, tha...

Photosource: Pinterest Girl.  Woman. How do you describe a girl? How do you describe a woman? They say ah, "She's just a girl."  "Just a woman." "They have so many soft features, they are weak."   Oh really? You know what? You are a girl more than what you and they think. You are a woman,more than having soft features, and being weak. BLAH BLAH. I'm not being obsessed with feminism here but feminism doesn't always make the women strong, it is about tapping everyone to change their way of perceiving the world. Because as you notice? Before, women are being treated so unfair. They can't rule because they are weak. They can't lead, and the only thing they can do is to serve. Serve their husband, serve their children, and be every men's source of entertainment.  So as a woman I question myself, why is it  like that? Is it because men are more masculine than women, so does that mean they are much more stronger?  Maybe in appe...