Elijah Nicolle

Photosource:  https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/517914025909176780/ It's me.   Yup she's that girl. The talented one. The pretty one. The intelligent one. The great one. The brave one. The strong one. The versatile one.  The idea they had of me, who was she? Little did they know the real me.  Yes, being praised by many gives me such a feeling sometimes, but that doesn't mean that everyone is just barely giving me praises.  Behind those praises there hides some envy.  Behind those praises there hides some judgements.  Behind those praises there hides some insecurity.  Behind those envy there hides some curses.  No matter how many friends I have , no matter how many times my family tells me that I am loved, no matter how many people admire me, I still have nothing. I still know nothing. I still don't exist. Nobody's knows that I am drowning, and when I am drowning that's the moment where I could only breathe.  Nobody hear me. They say I'm a gre...

photosource: https://pin.it/53J5ieS They say "Once a cheater always a cheater"  Cheating has been one of the hottest topics lately, around social media.. Let's blog it up. Just some sort of throwback, I've been also cheated on before, I forgave for the nth times, yes, I tolerated it.  And in the end what happened? I was still left in pain, but I chose to stay and make things work again and again every single day, because I love the person so much. They said i'm so "bobo" and so martyr, but I have no choice, I just really love the person so much (before), that's why I chose to forgive, understand, and stay, even if it was repeated for a several times.  You can't blame me, and you can't also blame those people like me (before). Honestly, sometimes because of so much betrayal, I also my found myself in a situation, that I am becoming one of those cheaters. But I reminded myself that revenge is not always the answer.  It will just rui...

Photosource: Pinterest Girl.  Woman. How do you describe a girl? How do you describe a woman? They say ah, "She's just a girl."  "Just a woman." "They have so many soft features, they are weak."   Oh really? You know what? You are a girl more than what you and they think. You are a woman,more than having soft features, and being weak. BLAH BLAH. I'm not being obsessed with feminism here but feminism doesn't always make the women strong, it is about tapping everyone to change their way of perceiving the world. Because as you notice? Before, women are being treated so unfair. They can't rule because they are weak. They can't lead, and the only thing they can do is to serve. Serve their husband, serve their children, and be every men's source of entertainment.  So as a woman I question myself, why is it  like that? Is it because men are more masculine than women, so does that mean they are much more stronger?  Maybe in appe...

Photosource:Pinterest  In order to love and accept who you are, you must not hate nor regret experiences that shaped you. For I know those experiences really pushed you to your limits, and challenged you a big time as a human being, but remember that this things are essential in order for you to grow. No matter how bad it is, no matter how much it hurt you, no matter how devastating it was, its part of our life, it is part of growing up and if you learn to learn from those things you will just notice how eager you are to improve and to make changes within yourself physically, psychologically, or emotionally.    The power of acceptance is true, and if you learn the language of it surely you will master self love.  Today, those two words is what we lack among ourselves. "Self love" because nowadays we tend to give more of ourselves to others. We tend to rely into others. We tend to always want to satisfy their needs, their expectations towards us, a...