Elijah Nicolle

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And when you speak, speak truthfully.  When you love, love faithfully. When you trip, get up gracefully. When you kiss, kiss passionately. When you live, make sure you live your life fully.  Master the language of love, truth and acceptance.  Master how to speak it impeccably . Master how to speak it fluently.  And when you already mastered it, that's when the magic will happen.  Happy V day everyone!  xoxo  - ofelijahnicolle  Photosource:  https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/2814818508537641/

Photosource:  https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/517914025909176780/ It's me.   Yup she's that girl. The talented one. The pretty one. The intelligent one. The great one. The brave one. The strong one. The versatile one.  The idea they had of me, who was she? Little did they know the real me.  Yes, being praised by many gives me such a feeling sometimes, but that doesn't mean that everyone is just barely giving me praises.  Behind those praises there hides some envy.  Behind those praises there hides some judgements.  Behind those praises there hides some insecurity.  Behind those envy there hides some curses.  No matter how many friends I have , no matter how many times my family tells me that I am loved, no matter how many people admire me, I still have nothing. I still know nothing. I still don't exist. Nobody's knows that I am drowning, and when I am drowning that's the moment where I could only breathe.  Nobody hear me. They say I'm a gre...

photo source:  https://pin.it/6GXzTaq When you find yourself so overwhelmed about everything around you, stop and breathe for while. It's ok to pause, and disappear for a moment in order for you to compose yourself again. You don't need to be hard on yourself because can't you see? the world is already being hard on you, why make yourself suffer more?Don't be so indifferent with your life.  Free yourself from the chaos of the world, and seek for your peace, because you know sometimes peacefulness will not always come from other people, it always come within us. True happiness will not always come from other people because our own happiness will always depends on how happy we want us to be. Everything will always be our choice. Everything will always depend on our decision. We cannot force something that doesn't works for us, so if you find yourself so overwhelmed by everything around you slow down, and temporarily distance yourself from others. When you find yourse...

Photosource:https://pin.it/4IgHTCB The irony of these "people" who brings life into this world, and the same people making other people live their lives miserable. The irony of these who "people" who lets other people feel so love, and the same people making other people feel so devastated, blaming it is because of "love".  The irony of these "people" having their own mistakes, insecurities, and imperfections, and the same people who judges, curse, and hate other people so much because of other people's mistakes, insecurities, and imperfections. The irony of these "people" who can't accept failure and defeat, and the same people discouraging and failing other people.  The irony of these "people" who hates being cheated, and the same people who cheats with other people.  The irony of these "people" who can be proud by themselves and can confidently brag about their achievements,  and the same peopl...

Photosource: Pinterest It was last year when we found out that I was diagnosed with hormonal imbalance.  It was unexpected because I know, and my family knows that I have irregular cycle of menstruation since I started having a period. Sometimes it will took two months for me before I will have my period, and some other times it will took two weeks of me having a period, plus menstrual cramps.  The longest time I got my period is within the span of two months. Yes two months, at the first two weeks I let it pass because I taught it was kind of a normal thing for me being irregular, but I got bothered when the bleeding doesn't stopped! Like what the hell is happening! Within that two months, I experienced weak to normal flow, but most of the times it was a heavy flow, with clogged bloods. I consume five to eight pads a day! I felt dizzy sometimes, because of being low blood (luckily I did not passed out or anything)  I got frightened of course, but I refused to...

Photo source: https://pin.it/1GncP4r Some of the people only like the chase.  Some are just fond of being in between things.  Some people loves to stay only in their comfort zone.  Some loves to deny everything because they need to protect ego.  Some people talk more, but truth is they are just like an empty can.  Some fakes everything just to attract.  Some people play strong just to cover up.  Some just likes to ignore in order for them to be faultless. Some people are deaf because they only believe in their selves. Some are blind because they are deceived by sweet lies. Some people hide because they don’t want to be judge. Some says love is painful but the truth is it’s the people who made it painful. Some obeys everything good or bad, because of the rules that can take away their lives. Some are toxic because they can’t find themselves a cure. Some people are hard because of their past. Some people are mean but truth is they’re wea...